i hate how things always end up fer me.
LIKE
things doesn't go the way i'd planned it
having the false hope
people giving me the fuck up attitude
and
karma.
as how much i always imply to it,
i always hate it.
"it takes two hands to clap."
of course you guys always say this sentences to your significant other
or to anybody..
but
do you guys felt shitty when it actually been spoken by u
or
spoken to you?
ouh.
i really hate last min change of plans.
when u get all the hopes n joy
on something you looking forward to
and the damn last min..
it changes everything.
LIKE
WTF KAN..?!
its sooo sucky!!
hopes.
the truth.
i used to live ma life as
a daily basis.
cos i don't like hoping n dream for something
in the future.
cause deep down i know..
it wont turn out how u badly want it to be.
yes,
sometimes it did..
but that's occasionally.
and u will feel so disappointed in yourself
and hurt
and sad
and you just feel that the life is unfair for you.
now
its happening to me..
i dare myself to take the risk
on having hopes and dreams
and to have a goal in my life.
and
the result.
most of it WAS disappointing
and
v. hurtful.
i will never land myself in being hopeful ever again.
and the patience
is killing me.
"what goes around,
comes around."
another sentence which i hate.
don't wanna elaborate further.
i hate my life.
why it's so unfair.
maybe its true on what mom have always been saying..
"life is like a wheel,
sometimes u're at the top and sometimes u're at the bottom."
so when can MY life be at "TOP"?????!!!
LIKE
things doesn't go the way i'd planned it
having the false hope
people giving me the fuck up attitude
and
karma.
as how much i always imply to it,
i always hate it.
"it takes two hands to clap."
of course you guys always say this sentences to your significant other
or to anybody..
but
do you guys felt shitty when it actually been spoken by u
or
spoken to you?
ouh.
i really hate last min change of plans.
when u get all the hopes n joy
on something you looking forward to
and the damn last min..
it changes everything.
LIKE
WTF KAN..?!
its sooo sucky!!
hopes.
the truth.
i used to live ma life as
a daily basis.
cos i don't like hoping n dream for something
in the future.
cause deep down i know..
it wont turn out how u badly want it to be.
yes,
sometimes it did..
but that's occasionally.
and u will feel so disappointed in yourself
and hurt
and sad
and you just feel that the life is unfair for you.
now
its happening to me..
i dare myself to take the risk
on having hopes and dreams
and to have a goal in my life.
and
the result.
most of it WAS disappointing
and
v. hurtful.
i will never land myself in being hopeful ever again.
and the patience
is killing me.
"what goes around,
comes around."
another sentence which i hate.
don't wanna elaborate further.
i hate my life.
why it's so unfair.
maybe its true on what mom have always been saying..
"life is like a wheel,
sometimes u're at the top and sometimes u're at the bottom."
so when can MY life be at "TOP"?????!!!
