celebrated xmas at work..
was hell of a fun..
got a room in pan pac and shared it with 4 crazy ppl..
haha..
new year eve still no ideas where to go n do..
so MAYBE ill be working along with anis n epah..
sch starting next week...
urgh..
just 2 more months ++ will be graduating..
yippeeeyy!
everthang is fine now..
just need to build up that trust..
i dont know how to start this.
slowly i feel that ive change back to the old hilwa..
where i go by life on a daily basis..
party-ed n drinks loads.
and along the way..
i hurt the person whom i treasured the most..
i need to stop all this..and never wish it to be repeat.
urgh~!!
guys..
just fucked me up will you..?!
i dunno wads going inside ma head..
and restu, i TOTALLY REGRET wad ive did..
how i wish i could potray how much i appreciates and love you..
but yeah as wad u said..
wad i did...answers everything.
how could i be so low?!
how could i be so stupid..?!
how could i not foresee it coming?!
FUCK HILWA!!
mine.his.ours.
hearts are burning with hurt.
and restu,baby..
i really am sorry.
i dont wish for things to happen this way..
how heartless i could be?
why couldnt i think at the moment of time?!
if you're reading this restu..
please..
i need you..
i cant live this way...
i need to hear and feel your warmness....
and i miss you soo badly restu hidayat..
and IM SORRY!!
(( if only..those must be the two saddest words in world..))
zouk-out 09 was a blast.
wed nyte was a blast too!!
haha..
ok..i think i need to reduce this drinking & party habits.
seriously.
i bought an iphone ppl.
to think of it..
iphone is betta than itouch.
everybody says so...
i need to blurt this out..
i hate this situation now!!
now i know how it feels like.
and restu..
i know too, how u felt
cos did u remembered how past events were like?
exactly the same.
but i believe u more than the others.
sooner or later..
the truth will reveal itself.
"Happy 21st Birthday!!"
to restu hidayat.
i hope you like the surprise. :)
my sch has end.
holiday mode on!
havin ma off day for today..
and planning to hit town later..
for a movie or dinner.
and sat will be a hell of a night.
and i SO cant wait for upcoming WEDNESDAY.
i really need to decide.
IPHONE or IPOD-TOUCH?!!
((i hate how things are turning out lately. i hate ppl making silly assumptions & revenging is not my cup of tea. ))
