i dont know how to start this.
slowly i feel that ive change back to the old hilwa..
where i go by life on a daily basis..
party-ed n drinks loads.
and along the way..
i hurt the person whom i treasured the most..
i need to stop all this..and never wish it to be repeat.
urgh~!!
guys..
just fucked me up will you..?!
i dunno wads going inside ma head..
and restu, i TOTALLY REGRET wad ive did..
how i wish i could potray how much i appreciates and love you..
but yeah as wad u said..
wad i did...answers everything.
how could i be so low?!
how could i be so stupid..?!
how could i not foresee it coming?!
FUCK HILWA!!
mine.his.ours.
hearts are burning with hurt.
and restu,baby..
i really am sorry.
i dont wish for things to happen this way..
how heartless i could be?
why couldnt i think at the moment of time?!
if you're reading this restu..
please..
i need you..
i cant live this way...
i need to hear and feel your warmness....
and i miss you soo badly restu hidayat..
and IM SORRY!!
(( if only..those must be the two saddest words in world..))
