Here it goes again. The feeling of longing him to be mine. Im sure when i came to the cafe.. N ordered salmon.. Im sure he knew it was mine n i love salmon. Haiz. Why isit hard for u to just come over n just say hi..or just smile. I miss you,restu hidayat.

Been a year.. But im still longing for u to realise that i should be the one..


Rasid?
Im still friends with him. Just annoyed that i feel he's using me. To think of it again.. He's like taking advantage of me with my money.. Like that time. He wanna drag me in the levis store, for what fuck sia.. Nampak sah siak kau nak kikis duit aku.. Wth. N nw he want me to buy his kasut keje, knn. Tak malu pe? Bih aku dah blanja kau mcm2.. Kau still treat me like shit. Nabei! Aku bank bergerak pe siak? Aku dah had it uh with guys taking advantage of my kindness.. Bila lagi ni.. Aku nak dpt laki yg betul2 suka aku.. N pampered me like fuck. Haiiiizzzz..

Fadrinshah.. Till when will he ever meet me? Sometimes it feels so good to talk n joke with him.